it's thursday the 23rd and was looking through photo's of us allwhen we were young kim,so strange how we don't realise the closness we have as kid's,the year's go by so quickly and sadness come's our way,a song will come on the radio or on a cd and it hit's my heart,bringing back so many memories of so many happy time's we had together,do you remember when the movie "babe" was out kim,it was over the christmas period and we would walk around town laughing our head's of singing jingle bell's to the tune of it,wish i could hear it now,i still can't take into my mind that you are gone kim i think you are still at home in you're flat,maybe it's bacause i din'nt get to say goodbye properly,or maybe i just don't want to face the fact that you are gone i miss you so much my little sister,i hope you know how much i loved you kim i never seen you cry but i know you were hurting deep inside,i know you watch over each and every one of us,today's another bad day for mum kim,everyday i look into her face i see you looking back at me and i get so scared,loosing you was heartbreaking and now i'm scared of loosing mum,love you kim alway's xx